Menu

2019 Recap // Queens of Jeans // If you're not afraid, I'm not afraid

For as long as I can remember, I have been personally fascinated with album artwork and the ways we visually present and perceive the music we create and listen to. Topshelf released ten records in 2019—EPs and full lengths spanning a sonically and geographically diverse spectrum of sounds and locales, respectively. With the year coming to a close, we wanted to highlight each of them. So I opened up the artwork files and went to work creating digital collages for each, utilizing and re-purposing elements from each album’s artwork into a visual release retrospective of sorts.

We also asked each artist to provide some words on their mindset in creating the music—we left the prompt pretty open, and the responses vary a good deal! Hopefully you learn something new about an album you already enjoy or discover something ~ new to you ~ that might have gone overlooked from earlier in the year.

Thank you for taking the time to check out the music we release and the artists we work with! We had a great 2019 and are already well underway in planning our 2020 for you. Should any of these 2019 titles resonate with you, we’re currently running a 20% off sale for all 2019 releases—use the code BUBBLEMONKEY in our store or on bandcamp for the discount.

Thanks from all of us at Topshelf!! <3


TSR202: Queen of Jeans - If you're not afraid, I'm not afraid words by Miriam Devora.

Listen / Purchase

A little less than two weeks before we went into the studio to record, my mom passed away. The year and a half that I spent writing the songs for this album was probably the most difficult time of my life personally. Simultaneously, it was the first time as an adult I ever really felt afraid to be myself in my country. I found myself in fear not only of losing my mom to her illness, but of losing my space within society as a queer woman, and watching space get taken away from so many others.

Much of this album is a reaction to all of these emotions stirred from these events as I tried to navigate my relationship with my partner, friends, and family without the guidance of my mom or a stable grip on what was and continues to happen in our country. My hope is that openly sharing my story and expressing myself through my vulnerabilities will help others that might feel lost right now, and that it might also help them find the strength in themselves to listen to and embrace their own stories, while also opening up and finding common ground with those around them.


View Queen of Jeans merch»
Listen to Queen of Jeans»
View Queen of Jeans tour dates»

Queen of Jeans merch:

view all »

  • Queen of Jeans - If you're not afraid, I'm not afraid
    Queen of Jeans
    If you're not afraid, I'm not afraid
  • Queen of Jeans - Dig Yourself
    Queen of Jeans
    Dig Yourself
  • Queen of Jeans - Vinyl Bundle
    Queen of Jeans
    Vinyl Bundle
  • V/A - 2018 Label Sampler
    V/A
    2018 Label Sampler